I love how some days bring out the best in people, how simply heartless and insensitive they are, so soaked in the putrification of mass media and their own self-centered day dreams, so much so they can't see that they are drowning in a sea of emptiness and loneliness that knows no end.
I have never met a person that comes even close to fathoming the pain I feel, standing in a sea of people who don't care about anyone but themselves, and yet they can't understand why they feel so alone. The jaded sexist misogynistic sycophants are the worst of these, puffing up their ego constant and inflating their egos with a void of meaningless thoughts, both women and men fill this category no excuses no "but I'm different then them!". They all say the same things while running to nowhere.
I have been reduced to a muttering wreck because all that the people around wish to do is manipulate me and I'm trying to so hard to thing for myself but can't because people and their opinions on all the useless drivel they can think of is screaming to head, I now understand why so many have put a bullet through their heads, its all just a game of cat and mouse with my sanity.
Alas what's the point? for life in general is worthless and people spend their entire life lying to themselves that they actually mean something in the world, sadly its just a huge combine harvesting what is beneficial to it and killing the rest.
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